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Ian Miller at Rockwood Music Hall

by Ian Miller

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I never cared much about combing my hair I never cared much about the shoes that I wear I never cared much when people would stare But now … You’re making me work for it I never cared much about the stain on my shirt I’d roll up to the party all covered in dirt I never cared much about my wrinkly clothes But now …. You’re making me work for it I thought it was easy to get my foot in the door But now to keep it open you’re expecting so much more I never cared much about being on time The very last minute’s when I always arrive If you told me eight, I’d be there quarter to nine But now… you’re making me work for it Work for it! [repeat] Oh, I never cared much about looking a mess I never even tried to be impeccably dressed Now I look into a mirror and it causes me stress Cause now… You’re making me work for it
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Broken again Pick the pieces up Your strength’s giving in But the heart is tough You don’t know the way To the end of the day And tomorrow may be more than enough How many times can you open your heart Just to tear it apart again? How many days can you carry the pain of a wound that may never mend? How can you last so long When everything has gone wrong How can you risk it all When there’s so far to fall? And you’ve fallen Loss hits even harder The next time ‘round You thought you were smarter, stronger But the grief it drowns You put on a show Maybe no one will know And they’ll never understand how this is How many times can you open your heart Just to tear it apart again How can you choose When you’re broken and bruised To take up the fight again? How can you ever find Any peace of mind? When you are wandering blind And you’ve been left behind? How many times can I open my heart Just to tear it apart again? I’ve tried and I’ve tried Just to keep it inside But these tears that I’ve cried always win When will I ever know That there’s some place to go? When will that morning come When I can see the sun? When will the light come in To clear all the dark within? Just give me a sign That I’ll heal down the line So I can finally start again
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If you’re not interested, you don’t have to pretend you care for me Go ‘head and walk on by and I won’t even show I mind It isn’t you I need, at least it isn’t you specifically Just want some validation, tell me would you be so kind I’m waiting for the one to bring me home again Waiting for the one who’ll take me home I’m waiting for the one to bring me home again Waiting for the one who’ll take me home Now what do I do with all this time to myself, it’s driving me insane The minutes go slow but the days race by, as I look all around and I try to explain Myself to the ones who thought I’d be a success that I might just be full of it How do I skip to chapter two where I’m happily ever after and all of that sh.. It’s complicated to express to you my insecurities How much it sucks to see these sorry hopes and dreams grow stale Oh brother, mother, sister, father tell me what you see in me Will you still it in me even when you see me fail? I’m waiting for the one to bring me home again Waiting for the one who’ll take me home I’m waiting for the one to bring me home again Waiting for the one who’ll take me home How can I know that I’m not wrong to go after the plans that are placed in my heart? How long do I have to sit and wait here before I am given the chance to start To become myself, to become the one who I think they all thought I was going to be? Why’s it so hard for me to see what’s right in front of me What’s already been given to me? Waiting for the one to bring me home again Waiting for the one who’ll take me home Waiting for the one to bring me home again Waiting for the one who’ll take me home
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Oh, long lost friend, Where have you been? It feels like years since you’ve come ‘round Remember when Our days were spent In wonder, wandering through the town We looked within You let me in But then you left without a sound We run away, we run and hide Scared to find ourselves in the light of another’s eyes Scared to know that we’re not who we’ve been That we’re not who we wanted to be So you go your own way, I’ll go mine Never mind that the things that we’re chasing we’ll never find Who can say where the ways that we’re going Will wind up down the line Oh Long Lost Friend I won’t pretend We haven’t seen our ups and downs For now, old friend, Let’s linger in The space between the then and now We bruise, we mend, We try again Until the day we don’t know how We try so hard to say goodbye To the people we said that we were in our former lives Stepping into the future means leaving those scraps of ourselves behind But don’t you feel that it’s a lie To deny all you felt, all you longed for at the time How’d we end up so far from the world we imagined we’d find? And so old friend We meet again How quick these walls come crashing down Oh long lost friend Is this the end? I know that we are different now Won’t you come in? We’ll start again What once was lost will soon be found Look what we’ve finally found
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Another road comes to an end And now I can’t even pretend That I know where I am going So many questions in my mind I run in circles trying to find A better way of knowing So take me by the hand I need you here beside me I long to see your face I want to know your ways Take me as a child To hold and to guide me And keep me in your grace Keep in your grace Your loving grace A long time I’ve been wandering round But never found more solid ground Than the one that you provide me Oh I’ve been lost and I’ve been low But now I know just where to go With your spirit here inside me So take me by the hand I need you here beside me I long to see your face I want to know your ways Take me as a child To hold and to guide me And keep me in your grace Keep in your grace Your loving grace Cause all I want is you And all I am is for you Oh, let your kingdom come Oh, let your will be done Oh king of my desires My light and my salvation I long to see you I long to see you Oh, Lord let me see you I long to see you
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They ask me how I’m holding up, I tell them that I’m fine, I’m fine It’s not the truth, but then the truth is that it’s easier to lie They ask me how I’ve been but they don’t really want to hear the answer Cause every day is a reminder of the day we said goodbye Oh… Oh… Oh… Fall turns into winter, and winter turns to spring Spring turns into summer, but it doesn’t mean a thing Now that you’re gone They say time will make it better, they say time will heal it all Just prayin’ that I’ll make it til the summer turns to fall Now that you’re gone Been learning how to hold it in, been learning how to shove it under Excuse me while I run away from all this brokenness inside Can’t stop to think, can’t catch my breath, can’t let the sorrow run me over I’ll keep on running though I know that there is nowhere left to hide Oh… Oh… Oh… Fall turns into winter, and winter turns to spring Spring turns into summer, but it doesn’t mean a thing Now that you’re gone They say time will make it better, they say time will heal it all Just prayin’ that I’ll make it til the summer turns to fall They say you’re in a better place They say it’s time to let you go They say that there’s a reason everything has come to be Well, it’s taken all I’ve got to just hold on a little longer Cause there’ll never come a season that can bring you back to me Spring will turn to summer and then on and on and on It might take me forever to accept that you are gone… Heaven help the ones who’ve loved, heaven help the ones who’ve lost It’s only now I’m seeing how much love can really cost Oh… Fall turns into winter, and winter turns to spring Spring turns into summer and it still don’t mean a thing They say time will make it better, they say time will heal it all Tell me how’m I gonna make it now that summer’s turned to fall?
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Feels like the world is caving in Couldn’t even guess where to begin But I think we’ve gotta look within To find a hope we can extend It’s getting a little darker every day No you don’t have to act like you’re okay But now we gotta try to find a way to mend, To put things right again. Let there be light… Let there be light All through the darkness of the night… Let there be light Let there be light… Let there be light Let it shine bright into tomorrow… Let there be light I’ve seen a lot of brokenness and pain I’ve seen a lot of people crushed with shame But oh I know there is a greater name Than fear, than evil, than hate and revenge. This world of ours is tearing at the seams (We) got ourselves a mess of shattered dreams I guess we’ll have to push ourselves to extremes To show the love I know will win Let there be light… Let there be light All through the darkness of the night… Let there be light Let there be light… Let there be light Let it shine bright into tomorrow… Let there be light And oh, yes I know that it’s easier said than done But we’ll have to march to the horizon If we’re gonna bring up the sun I wanna see the light, wanna see the light shine in [8x] Let there be light… Let there be light All through the darkness of the night… Let there be light Let there be light… Let there be light Let it shine bright into tomorrow… Let there be light

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Ian Miller and friends
Debut show at Rockwood Music Hall, Stage 1
Performed and recorded live, May 26, 2018

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released August 6, 2018

Ian Miller, piano and lead vocals
Shyamala Ramakrishna, vocals
Shirley Paxton Fofang, vocals
Dominic Lounds, vocals
Chris Peters, guitar
Gabe Nathans, bass

Recorded by Rockwood Music Hall

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Ian Miller is a New York-based singer-songwriter and pianist who draws on funk, gospel and soul stylings to tell stories that are candid and hopeful.

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